In so. Much. PAIN.

I can barely hold my head up to type. Am currently suffering from the flu, a cough, a fever, splitting headaches, earaches, light-headedness, dizziness, and heart palpitations from mixing medications. I think the cold medicine reacted badly with my anti-depressants, because I spent last night unable to sleep, unable to stop twitching, sweating despite the cold, and dozing off and waking up in pain every five minutes. Maybe I inadvertently made speed with my medicine mixing, because that's seriously what I felt like I was on (not that I've ever taken speed, but it's what I imagine it would feel like). Anyway, I feel like shit.

So I'll take this opportunity to thank the anonymous friend who gave me 2 months of paid account time, wish my American friends a Happy Independence Day, and wish desert_rifka a Happy Birthday!

Now I'm going back to bed to pretend the world doesn't exist and to wish for death. I am so ready to not be sick anymore :(